fucked up..
nid to let off some steam here..
stupid father juz HAVE TO MAKE me lie to him.
fucked up.
say go friend hse he suspect..alwaiz ask me go who's hse..boi or ger.. so i write ger lah..then wad? dun allow..WTF!? he rather i say chalet.. wat sia as if chalet i say not often enough... muz make me lie lor nabei...
heck man.. NO MATTER WAD.. i will stay over man.. i'm not gonna stay at home for christmas.

talk about something else. this is making my blood boil..
fucked up..ruin my night...
wanted to say about xinxian la...
met him the other day when we went out with ken...
duno wad to feel man.. it's like... he is the bastard that made me had those emotional scars last time...
he is the bastard that did those mean things, said those mean stuff but then again,
he is once my friend and once part of my good memories...
i don't know whether to be angry or sad when i saw him..
he changed alot.
taller..
dressing changed..
but the looks the same.. still as nice looking..

talking to yifeng right now..
some stuff about wilfred.....
many ppl asked and i'm getting sick of it....
but nevermind..they're juz concerned
i don't wish to mention wad the problem is cos it pains me so..
but i feel like dying when i'm talking on and on about him with her...
it's like slapping my face with hard truth which i know but didn't wan to face..
I KNOW about all those things you ppl have been telling me
i know...
but what can i do!? put yourselves in my shoe..
and tell me what i can do. please.